when dreams beguile


I fall asleep
late into the dark hours of night
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the final 30 days of last


30 days until the one year anniversary of my mother’s death.
Down to the 30 Days of Lasts.
Her own Days of Awe.
335 days without her here.
Not just alive, but living and vibrant.

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a year of firsts and lasts

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This Year of Firsts….I knew about all of the firsts. Everyone tells you about all of the firsts of the first year after the death of a loved one. First birthdays, holidays, anniversaries and other ‘special’ days without your loved one. They tell you they’ll be the hardest days, those days during the first year After.

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